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My poor little bunny died while I was away from her. She had been sick since mid  December with lumps on two teets and near the end she had blood in her urine. I wish that there was a way to have pets live as long as you do. Unfortunately that is fantasy and I live in reality. I'm glad that I hugged her and kissed her the last time I saw her. She was truly loved and my little buddy. I took a few pics over time and a Christmas video with her new bunny bed as she was plucking at it with her teeth. I hope that she's very happy with all the other bunnies in bunny heaven. You will be remembered forever, my Fluffy bunny. I will always remember you and the good times we had sitting on the floor where she'd look to have me pet her, hug her and play with her.

For someone such as I, losing weight is not a good thing as I see it. Most people would be overjoyed in losing weight. I'm not among those people.  The weight loss was unintentional from a few months ago and I wanted to get back my weight. I stuffed myself and ate when I didn't want to and still made no difference. Now I have to make a decision whether to get new pants, jeans, skirts, and shorts (As none fit me anymore, like 2-3 inches too big) or to take in what I have. True it would keep me busy but there would be quite a lot sewing involved. What to do....Either way will be no small feat to accomplish. I've given up on gaining the weight back so I have to decide on what course of action to take. (Sigh).

I've been wanting to make a cardboard dagger for a while now and just didn't know how. The first attempt was a failure so I recently looked up how to make a cardboard sword. Got some different ideas and began to make my own dagger. This design is different than the original. This one is simplier. Started cutting it out last night. Today I glued it together and did some coats of paint and added a glass jewel to the end of the hilt. So far I think it looks good. My son was really impressed and it isn't finished yet. I guess what the end result remains to be seen. So I'm figuring the colors are silver, black, and green. Once the coats are dried I'll work on the details of it like the twine around the handle grip, silver designs on the hilt and the jewels. I used an old wire hanger to add stability to the inner part of the dagger because I wanted the dagger to be thin. The type of cardboard I used is from a laundry detergent box. When I have it completed I will post a pic or two in here for anyone who wishes to see it. Here's to hoping that it turns out well.

I'm feeling optimistic about certain situations in my life that haven't occured yet. Feeling a little crazy fun. I must say that I enjoy wearing all black though I don't do it everyday since it can get depressing sometimes but when the mood strikes, it's as if my bad ass comes out. Love it.

I'm covering a pair of old shoes and making the straps for a pair of sandals to wear when the weather gets warmer. Thought that I'd go for an Interior Decorating course at a college. So far things are looking good.